Ever felt like running away from someone you love?
I want to yell out loud, I don't give a f*ck about you, but I can't. I yearn to chase you out of my existence, but I will be cursed if I do. My mind is telling me that you are hazardous for my health. My heart is dishing out the 201 reasons why I should stay by your side. You are taking away everything I came here for. And the saddest part is, I don't even know how to start complaining.
Come to think of it, why should I be the one in agony? You are the invader of my life; the unwanted newcomer. I mustn't be the one to make sacrifices just to steer clear out of your path. It isn't my fault your brain hasn't fully developed. Neither is it my wrongdoing that you can be such a jerk at times. I didn't give birth to you. I do not owe you anything. Blood ties mean nothing.
I was happy until you showed up; why should I give up merely because you won't grow up?
I'm torn. Between love and murder. Just don't make the latter temptation any stronger.
I don't hate you; in fact, I love you. I just cannot live with you.
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